Sunday 1 November 2015

Depression Lightens Up

Mission accomplished. I spent the day doing things I enjoyed and I feel happier. I went to a fabric store, home depot and Michael's. I spent the last five hours paint, sanding and hanging pictures. I'm house (apartment) proud. All my pictures are hung, my pine bakers rack is painted and I started painting my steamer truck that I use as a coffee table.

I will not take credit for my mood improving. A few nights ago I cried my self to sleep, praying for Jesus to help me. I cried out, I was so lonely and had lost the desire to do my regular activities that I once enjoyed. I felt Jesus telling me he was there with me and that I was never alone. That I needed to turn to Jesus more to fill the loneliness. 


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